I never told anyone

Goodbye

6/3/2020

Someone that I can trust on leave me. Someone that I thought will wait for me. I don’t have the guts to tell you to wait for me anymore. This feeling really hits me. You found your happiness. I can’t hate you for doing all that. But either I cannot be happy for your decision. Maybe you actually already leave me long ago. Its just me who thinking you gonna be here for me forever.


I thought you gonna wait for me. Im still hoping you would wait for me. But the fact is its just too late. Too late for everything.

Blessed.

How I love Ramadhan feelings.

Calm yet full of joy.

Its already halfway to end.

Ya Allah let us meet again next year.

I miss this blog as I miss you.

Been three years I didn't post.
Been that much I'm still missing you.
Nothing change.
I'm doing fine.
Just missing you.
I love you in my prayers.

Jauh di sudut hati.

Sayang
Ku bawa jauh rinduku
Kerna aku telah tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Sayang
Sesunguhnya bukan mudah
Menjalani hidup ini
Tanpa kau di sisi

Jauh di sudut hati
Aku masih bermimpi
Mimpi yang indah
Esok kau kembali

Jauh di sudut hati
Ada waktu-waktunya
Aku berdoa
Kau pulang semula

Sayang
Biar ku mengingatimu
Biar ku gantung harapan
Hingga sampai waktu
Nafas terakhirku

I miss

I miss you
When the going gets tough
Thats when I miss you the most
When telling people whats happening is not an options
Thats when I need you to be near
The truth I cant denied, Allah takes the good and He love early.
But I love you too
Just not as much as He does
Because I know you're not mine
You belong to Him
We all belong to Him
Our time is too short
And I miss a "mole joke" person
And that will never be replaced by anyone.


Al-fatihah Muhammad Arif